Date : Thursday, November 5, 2009
Time : 11:14 AM
Title : hellloooo.

gna keep memories in this blog, so i gna try my best to type more.
this few days i have been thinking alot, so much that i cant count.
im starting to think about, what are desires?
am i gonna live on with desires as a motivation?
i dont know, from what i know up till now, i have been living for my desires,
wanting him, studying for better grades than others, following the fashion, buying new phones.
all these are all desires, i keep trying to reach out what i cant get,
at the end of the day, im just a loser to such desires,
i couldn't get contented with what i have, i got this, i will want that too.
it's like i dont know how to control what i want,
started to agree with"human beings are selfish & greedy creatures"
i just cant stop wanting things, i just want almost everything to myself,
getting jealous of people that have the things i cant have, what's going on.
why cant i be contented with what i have? i already have more than some has.