Life is a Beautiful Struggle.
Date : Wednesday, September 30, 2009
Time : 10:24 PM
Title : school(:


In Picture:BrendaTan,SuyiJoleno.(:
taken with OMJ's LG phone inner cam.

like dam wth, i swore not to get a LG phone but, this phone's camera is tempting me.

kept rushing for school these 2 days,
like dam wth,
today, it was kinda a 'gossip all the way' day.
we kept talking bout certain people with a sudden change of actions. 0.o
kept asking people's opinion & all, this couple is frigging suspicious la.
tsktsktsk. talked to a number of teacher about sleeping in class,
sighs, i just dont know why i'll just fall asleep in class ehh. T.T
will try my best!
i wanna graduate with my lovelys, i dont wanna suffer the same agony now.(:


Date : Tuesday, September 29, 2009
Time : 8:10 PM
Title :


quote 2 Pictures, Images and Photos


Date : Monday, September 28, 2009
Time : 9:59 AM
Title : bored.


never go to school today, like again?
so bored luhh. -.-
my restaurant city is getting on my nerves,
the rating kept fall to like 4? then no customer one.
so -.-
ok whatever.
trying to study maths, but it just dont get into my head.

lolol, i just browsed last year's blog& tag board.
how cool, the spammers and all. -.-
it's been like one year since all that crap happened.
sighs, time flies eh.


Date : Sunday, September 27, 2009
Time : 9:42 AM
Title : me against the world.


Alone Pictures, Images and Photos
what is life seriously, is it about money,love,kinship,friendship.
all these are source of pain more than happiness,
i kept thinking, did i really feel happy before?
that answer is no, now even a smile feels so fake for me.
like i myself can feel how fake the smile is,
the laughter , is only for that moment. i dont feel happy anymore.



Date : Saturday, September 26, 2009
Time : 8:28 AM
Title : .




Date : Wednesday, September 23, 2009
Time : 2:55 PM
Title : Choices.


fuck la, dont know whether is it a good choice not.
just go school tmr to find out.
Girl, it's none of your business about me going home after being late for the second time, dont comment on me kay. i dont wanna have any thing to do with you, i'd be wasting my time.


Date : Tuesday, September 22, 2009
Time : 9:15 PM
Title : Not happy.


i have no idea why i feel this way,
i may have fun&laughter.
but deep down inside i dont feel happy at all.
in class i'll be the one that's laughing the loudest.
but deep down inside im tearing, cry.
i have no idea why it's this way. i dont like this feeling.
i hate it.

KEEP TELLING MYSELF.
Quote Pictures, Images and Photos


Date : Monday, September 21, 2009
Time : 11:42 AM
Title : Gary's 19th birthday.18092009


on Friday, met up with yawhui,
headed to gary's chalet.
had sucha nice gathering, there isnt any weird feeling bout me not fitting in.
so it's FUN. Play blackjack, Drank Martell. no one went down, except for agnes&gary.
hahha, so fun. come to think of the dare part, we laughed like nobody's business.
Teehee:B i just love chalets so much!
my favourite picture. teehee:B


Date : Sunday, September 20, 2009
Time : 10:53 AM
Title : simple sweet16


after the clock struck midnight, i was still watching vanhelsing on channel 5.
i got too engrossed on watching that show, that i never noticed bout my phone.
then after the show, picked up my phone.
Hey, birthday messages! i was smiling to myself while reading them.(:
i didnt know there were people remembering my birthday.
but then i love the message that ying sent me the most,(:
went down to meet her right after the show,
then sat down there smoke&chatted away.
then Jordan came by his car, getting off the car with a plastic bag with a red bottle in the bag, i kept looking, then he was like "happy birthday suyi.(:" then he pass me the bag, i was like "hey! the raspberry vodka you owed me." muahahha. 'Girls' talk throughout the night, drank half bottle away.woke up in the morning had slight headache, as i have been drinking for 3days straight. -.-
then the morning mood was spoiled by daddy, but in the evening everything got better.
night time, VANESSALOVE came! we were slacking&talking, everything was calm. till ying came giving us weird false alarms, taht made us run up& down the stairs, EYEERR.
the night was long, i can say.(:

It's just a very simple sixteen birthday celebration.
im already contented.(:
THANKS EVERYONE FOR THE BIRTHDAY WISHES.










Date : Friday, September 18, 2009
Time : 6:45 PM
Title : depression



after school headed to cathay, with jj,brenda&kw
they bought Newurbanmale stuff, the newurbanmale worker i swear is dam it cute la.
then head to have lunch, jinjie&me were like crazy girl singing away. lol.
made the atmosphere better eh.(:
so fun!(: thanks kw, for listening to my crap.(:
yawhui is gonna scream at me, im soo late. (:


Date : Thursday, September 17, 2009
Time : 3:31 PM
Title : Super junior M!




omgomg,this Super junior M sings cheena song. lol.
dam cool la,(:

my favorite songss. thou this vid quite long ago one alr.
love this version.(:


Date : Wednesday, September 16, 2009
Time : 11:58 PM
Title : i miss ahgong


today it's ahgong's birthday,
i still remember thou it's been so long that he's gone.
so long ago,but i can still feel him alive somewhere,somehow inside.
yesterday, played mahjong thru the night, then went to school in the morning.
slept like pig throughout the classes, ><
reach home still sleep, then watched MJ performance, & met up with ying.

it's difficult for me to smile now.
peace.


Date : Tuesday, September 15, 2009
Time : 8:38 PM
Title : im tired.


Today, i was almost late for school but made it on time.
first period, the physics test got me, i dont even know the test existed.
chinese lesson, i almost rot. then suddenly, cbs came to call me.
got called down to DM's for the lamest reason, it's ong again.
good thing that vernon was sucha nice person, nthg much happened.
& Ong was scared of Chewbs. haha.
class was reall boring, all i can say.
summary
  • played the craziest truth with chew,cashew,jeremy&jx
  • ate @ KFC with papa&mama
  • quarrel with papa.
  • Frigging pissed off.


Date : Sunday, September 13, 2009
Time : 10:22 PM
Title : last day of busy holiday


overdue pictures.(:
  • Stayed at home the whole day.
  • Enjoyed the peace, teehee:B
  • mood got better already, but still love the blackness.
  • Shall stay emo for a little longer,
  • My laziness getting from bad to worst
  • Wanna get back to work, getting short of cash.


Date :
Time : 2:31 AM
Title : boredom


  • went to aunt's house, almost died of boredom.
  • Cant stand it, went to TM
  • Bought pencil case,ribbon,dog collar.
  • Found out that i've been spending too much.
  • trying to stop my shopping craz.
  • my mood swing is getting from bad to worst.
  • adjusted blogskin to match my mood.
  • getting real tired of living, & i shall stop eat broccoli.


Date : Friday, September 11, 2009
Time : 11:19 PM
Title : 110909


  • Chinese Oral, Screwed it.
  • Birthday celebration to my younger sister, didnt enjoy at all.
  • Forced to go bugis again, half asleep throughout.
  • Bought new bag&shirt. (:
  • Papa had the blackest face throughout the dinner.
  • did henna @ Geylang Serai.
  • Reach home prepared to go pub, then sister ask me dont go.
  • felt really disheartened, as if im not important at all.
  • SHE FORGOTTEN ABOUT ME AGAIN, she always do.
Fucked up day, cb.


Date : Thursday, September 10, 2009
Time : 9:24 PM
Title : emptied wallet.


helloooo,
woke up early today, have no idea why i did that too.
treat mama eat breakfast, then went out for movies with kw.
watched the time traveler's wife.
it's kinda nice, the wife was like really nice to tolerate all those thing.
some parts were really funny. LOLOL.
after watching, went to meet mummy.
shopped for birthday presents.(:
the bus-d home.
home sweet home.(:


Date : Wednesday, September 9, 2009
Time : 8:21 PM
Title : sun tanned.




Date :
Time : 12:19 AM
Title : memories.


went to work as usual today,
work was exceptionally slack today,^^
after work met up with hacken&ram.
slacked awhile, & then went home.
we talked so much,
but it ws nothing like the past,
all we talked now is gangster & breast. -.-


Date : Monday, September 7, 2009
Time : 11:40 PM
Title :




Date :
Time : 11:31 PM
Title : Gee,gee,gee,gee. Baby,baby,BABO!



Music:Gee
Artist:Girls Generation.

Aha,
Listen boy! My first love story.
My Angel and My Girls
My sunshine
Oh! Oh! let's go!

Don’t you know boy? You are so handsome! When you walk past me, my heart skips a beat
Gee gee gee gee baby baby baby
Gee gee gee gee baby baby baby
Oh I feel so embarrassed when I look right at you. You just smile and walk right on past
Gee gee gee gee baby baby baby
Gee gee gee gee baby baby baby
What do I do? (What on earth do I do?) My heart trembles (At the sight of you)
(Just your one smile) It pulls me right up and puts me on the highest cloud

I guess I’m just a fool
With only my eyes for you
Babo Oh, what else can I do?

Chorus
Tell me to stop thinking about you baby, no no no no no
Tell me who could take their eyes off you Oh oh oh oh oh
My eyes look at you, my body trembles gee gee gee gee gee
It’s your eyes that (oh yeah) make me love you (oh yeah yeah yeah)

Second Verse
Oh so so pretty, your heart is so pretty. I was captured from the first glance
Gee gee gee gee baby baby baby
Gee gee gee gee baby baby baby
I can't touch it because it's so hot. I'm engulfed by love's fire
Gee gee gee gee baby baby baby
Gee gee gee gee baby baby baby
What do I do? (What is there to do?) Cause I’m shy (Why so shy?)
(No no no no no) I don’t know why but everyday I long for just you

My close friends will just tell me
That I’m really a hopeless fool
Babo, but as I look at you

Chorus
Tell me to stop thinking about you baby, no no no no no
Tell me who could take their eyes off you Oh oh oh oh oh
My eyes look at you, my body trembles gee gee gee gee gee
It’s your eyes that (oh yeah) make me love you (oh yeah yeah yeah)

Bridge
My mouth is shut tight
I can’t say my true feelings for you
I ask where is my courage?
What would be the right thing to do?
My heart is already anxious when I look at you

Chorus
Tell me to stop thinking about you baby, no no no no no
Tell me who could take their eyes off you Oh oh oh oh oh
My eyes look at you, my body trembles gee gee gee gee gee
It’s your eyes that (oh yeah) make me love you (oh yeah yeah yeah)
Chorus
Tell me to stop thinking about you baby, no no no no no
Tell me who could take their eyes off you Oh oh oh oh oh
My eyes look at you, my body trembles gee gee gee gee gee
It’s your eyes that (oh yeah) make me love you (oh yeah yeah yeah)


Date : Friday, September 4, 2009
Time : 7:46 PM
Title : sweetness.


hehehe, im into manga craz again. (:

just here to wish a few people happy birthday.
i heading to xiaogui's birthday chalet& 3e3's class chalet.(:

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO ERICSSON CHAN RUIYONG, ♥cashew
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO XIAOGUI.(:


Date : Wednesday, September 2, 2009
Time : 6:31 PM
Title : cross country (310809)


sharing some pictures taken at cross country,(:


Date : Tuesday, September 1, 2009
Time : 9:53 AM
Title : meeting van.


yesterday, was really bored in the night,
asked vanessa out, i missed her.(:
went slacking, & met up heihei&keke. missed them also.
so cute lo, botak one. hehe



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