Life is a Beautiful Struggle.
Date : Friday, May 29, 2009
Time : 11:57 PM
Title : one day, so many things


It's parents meeting day, waited for half an hour to listen to Ong's crap.
i've already cut queue thou, Ong is such an irritant, complained bout me walking all over the class,
like seriously lame luhh.
after that, it's actuually quite a happy moment,
papa brought us to a restaurant for buffet,
rewarding my improvement, while having fun,
a phone call came,
My 2nd Grand Uncle, Passed away.
i was like stunned, i dont know what to do or say, tears cant flow out,
it's just too sudden. i still remember visiting him a few weeks ago, he was still as friendly,
but then today, he became a memory.
after that, the moods are all spoiled.

but then, papa brought us to vivo to shop,
buying things, clearing my wishlist, really helps to make my mood better.
evening reached, went to attend the funeral.
i dont even dare to see his face, i just sat there, helped out& stoned.
stayed there till quite late, then went home.


Date : Thursday, May 28, 2009
Time : 9:41 PM
Title : Bad Feeling.):


Today's the last day of school for the semester.
it was really boring the hell out of me, just sat there,
listened to the financial literacy course thingy,
played the board game, -.-
At first it was really exciting, having lucky draw from the start.
then slowly, it just got so boring, i was yawning all the way towards the ending.
so borinnggg, after the course had to do YOG project& stuff.
i didnt give a dam just ran out with tkw, then daryl joined us later.
slacked awhile, then the CS student came back.
cashew&chew accompany me to wait for some people then went home.

& finally my new comp is fixed, internet can be used already!
yay! so fun luh, two computers at home both can use internet,
it's my first! the last few times didnt last, hope this will! (:

good things& bad things happens,
yesterday i complained it was late,
then it came this morning, what kind of luck is this.-.-
thenn i quarreled with father over the pups again,
he wanted to throw them away, such a sinner.
but then, my tears saved the cute little ones.(:

In middle of the day somethings happened which made me really guilty.
i suddenly feel like im a bad influence, they did something that they will not do before.
it felt like im the one influencing them, 7 then getting themselves into trouble,
i just feel so guilty, i dont know why. maybe ím just paranoid, but then it just felt that way.
if, im really the cause i will leave them. for their good.(:


Date : Wednesday, May 27, 2009
Time : 5:37 PM
Title : Truth, Dare!


hellooo!
Today, school was FUN!
& miraculously i reached school early today, & weikai made me regret for cutting short. -.-
the moment when i walked in school, it was like empty.
there's only like 10 classes?
walked to class, hesitated to sit down, queue is way too short.
but then, still ran to the back in the end. Xp

slacked at parade square till 0830 i think?
then went up for Oral Exams, the teachers kept emphasizing, "IT"S AN EXAM!"
LOL. the oral topic was quite manageable, & zack is an expert at guessing topics. i swear.
after the exam, everyone went crazy.
we were running all over the place, pia-ing some horny peepo.LMAO.
kukuyao started it, & we made he do some sia-suay things.
it was so noisy, the teachers downstairs stared at us, asking us to hush.
after that, lovely's class have to go for Oral, then munting,me,jeremy&JX went to the canteen for recess. went into Kw, so he joined us for the game, of poker. just one round got us bored, as there's no bet or anything.OZR also joined us.
so i suggested, the D.I.C.E way of playing, BlackJack Truth/Dare.
at first, we thought that the teachers might scold us for playing card games,
but in the end, nothing happened. though, we didnt play to the extreme but we've enjoyed it pretty much.(:

i still think that the best part is where OZR did the pillar trick, then having Oh scolding OZR&JX. lol.so funny, i didnt even ask Ozr to do that action, he chose to do it. HAHHA.
slowly more & more people joined. so fun everyone walked of out class most of them joined us, leong didnt allow us to play in class, so we walked out.
then we went to the tables outside library, played like one kind. kw bit &"BUA-ed" Zack, hahah.
the funny sentence, "Do you want, Blow Job?" Hahahahaha.
the whole day spent just by the game, but then it got boring in the end.
so all went home.(:

just a few minutes ago, had the funniest msn conver,
laughed like one kind, then mama thought i've lost my mind.
hahas, SO FUNN!そう楽しみ!
so looking forward to tomorrow, TEEHEE.
DRY SWIMMING HERE I COME!

&but i still have some bad feelings,
still have some phobia for friendships
picking up experiences from the past.
especially when im listening to old songs.
old songs, old memories.



Date : Monday, May 25, 2009
Time : 10:39 AM
Title : Skipped sports day.0.o


hellooooo.
it's school's sports day today.-.-
too lazy to go, even if i was there, there would be nthg to do.
so, it would be better to stay at home.
sighs, im still not confident bout the short hair.
how the hair looked like?
hmmss, just picture the picture tht i put up on the Profile.
the long hair being cut off, that's how i look like now. -.-
somehow, it's just weird!
*SCREAMMMSSS*


Reply of tags;
anna: helllooo~
jouyee: i'll link you ASAP.(: miss youuu!
siti: hmms, i've mentioned it above. sighs, i miss my long hair!


Date : Saturday, May 23, 2009
Time : 10:47 AM
Title : 2 days post.


Thursday, 21st of may.
didnt go school, went out with lovely&tingting to stadium jog/walk.
after exercising, went to the swimming complex next to the stadium to bathe.
then ivan came to meet us with his beloved bike. -.-
then went for our brunch, after that, went to ivan's house to dry swim.(:
fun day eh.(: thanks ivan for fetching me on his beloved bike to the station.(:
after reaching home, met kify to swim.(:
had do much fun, played so much, drained out so much energy.

Friday, 22nd of may.
school was like boring the whole day,
frigging not fun. wasted time to even go school.-.-
& papa bought a new computer for me! hehehe.
then internet isnt fixed yet so still have to use the old com to post & stuff.(:

Saturday, 23rd of may.
helped mama out to make dumplings.
thn i've cut short hair, i cant believe i cut it.
but please dont make me regret. T.T




Date : Sunday, May 17, 2009
Time : 3:54 PM
Title : Too Bored!


This quiz is done due to EXTREME BOREDOM. T.T
Found it on friendster.(: LAME SEHHH. =.=
&FUCK, i burst the bill.

Are u wearing a ring?
hell No,
Does your laptop have a mouse?
Duhhh.
Who is the main person you talk to in each of your classes?
Chew,Cashew,Lovely,Jinjie.
Do you like school?
Sometimes Yes, Sometimes No?
What color is your shirt?
Pink!
How many bedrooms do you have in your house?
Three?
What song are you listening to?
Crazy Baby. TECHNOOOO!
What was the last mall you’ve been to?
Plaza Singapura?
Are you alone?
No, it's noisy at home.
Do you have any older siblings?
Yea, Irritating sister
What is the last thing you ate?
Carrot cakes.(:
Who was the last person to come over to your house?
Vanessa Chan Soo Han,(:
Who was the last person to call you?
Mummyy!
Who was the last person who texted you?
Edmond?
What time is it?
4.08pm
What should you be doing?
nothing, maybe house chores?
Did you go out to eat?
ya, for breakfast.
What are you thinking about right now?
Getting rid of boredom.(:
What color are your shorts?
Blue.
What color is your keyboard?
LOL. Black!
What do you feel like eating now?
Shark fin's soup!
Are you in college?
no.
Are you bored?
YES. VERY!
Last thing you drank?
Chrysanthemum Tea.(:
Who do you love?
My dogs, mummy, Girlfriends, HIM!(:

Reply of tags:
Jinjie: saw what?
Siti: You're welcomed, it's your birthday!
Liyi: Thanks.(:
Ivan: Ya, that's my name. What's your problem?
Brenda: haha, that "brenda" isn't you la, Xp it's another one. (:
Shuyi: yea, JIAYOU-D le. hope that the results will be good.(:




Date : Sunday, May 10, 2009
Time : 9:37 PM
Title : Worst mother's day.-.-


First thing that i have to do in the post is to wish my Beloved Grandma & Mummy.
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!!
I YOU MUMMY! i can say this aloud without feeling guilty or embarrassed .(:

Today, is a bad day.
early in the morning already got scolding from father, spoiling the whole entire day.
he called, unexpectedly. we all dread to go out, as mummy cooked the all time favorite soup.
but then, to avoid any quarreling, we went out with him.
then he had that kind of "the whole world owes him look" on his face throughout.
we didn't talk on the car or anything. he just brought us to
Marché to eat, at first everybody were happy, but then he had that kind of face. Spoiled our mood again, then mummy said "you want come out, then have that black face and dont talk why dont just dont come out"
papa didn't reply. we went to take our orders and stuff, he just dont wanna talk.
so we dont care la, let him be.
despite all these, something else made our day worst, the service at the
Marché sucks.
like seriously, even wanting to go out to the toilet, we have to put our I/C at the counter.
it's like wth? go toilet only. just because of that we left
Marché early, to freaking use the toilet.
this is only part one of the story.
when we reach home at first everything was ok,
then suddenly some bastard came up wanting compensation, for my dog biting his old dog.
i wasn't around so i dont know what really happened, i only see mummy crying when i reach home. so it like a baddddd day.

Friday, at T3 it was frigging fun.
stalking ah guas, and screaming at people.
most importantly, the scary side of munting. O.O
in the end, we went to TM to battle basketball with ivan.
he still lost, muahahaha. NOOBSTER.(:
& i saw that cb. today & friday. what a luck.

REPLY OF TAGS;
JinJie; haha, ya physics really sucks.
YeeHuay; haha, not only ah guas, the other side of munting too.(:
Munting; lol, i also dont know. i kind of keep seeing them all over the place. -.-
i wanna dedicate this part of my blog to KIFY.
To Kify( i hope you dont mind me taking your picture) :
This few weeks i kept hearing from you that, life isn't going well.
i know, i understood. i just dont know how to help you out when you're telling me face to face.
i just want you know, not matter what. i will always be with you,be your friend and listen to you sorrow. dont feel that you're alone like you told me earlier. DONT EVER THINK THAT WAY.
i know that i didnt help much, but im happy that you're willing to talk to me about it.
i dont know how to comfort, but just dont go and think about it already, what happen has happened. just dont get the answers on your own about the problem, just get to it and face the problem. i will repeat again I WILL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR YOU.



Date : Thursday, May 7, 2009
Time : 7:57 PM
Title : i finally know physics.


it's physics paper today.
first time in my entire life, i know how to do.
muahahahhah.
after the paper went to mac slack.
then walked home with tkw.
i walked like 45 mins to reach home from school?
trying to slim down eh.(:
heheh.(: walking is a form of exercise.(:

then tmr's going to T3 yay!
fun.fun.fun.
im gonna beat ivan in basketball again.
like yesterday, went to study at leisure,
then ended up at arcade playing parapara & basketball.
ivan dance parapara so cute la.lol.
so fun.(:

REPLY OF TAGS:
SERI; okay, link you up ASAP.
JINJIE;sorry luh, i walking home have to leave early, if not sun too bright, the wugui will die. (:
ANNA; hellooo!!!
D ii kayy-nichi™; lol, you dont forget luh, im sure that you'll owe me that.^^


Date : Monday, May 4, 2009
Time : 7:48 PM
Title : failed to study. -.-


It was her that bit me. -.-

it's english paper today.
sighs, i dont know why i dont know why, i dont find any difficulties doing the paper.
that's bad news, whenever i feel that way, i'll flung. T.T
sighhs, SIAN ZI PUA.
now papers were pretty late compared to pass years.
thanks to influenza A(swine flu), the temperature taking exercise,
is taking place everyday. T.T
there are pros and cons about this activity luh.
cons are, they are just taking up too much time, pros? prevent swine flu.(:
thanks to this activity, our plans are all pushed back one hour. -.-

after school, rushed home.
and rushed out to kallang meet lovely peepo.
the guys are late, like again!
then we just pangseh them, let them go leisure themselves.^
then after telling them that, we chased after bus 11, like frigging far away,
then four crazy girl went chasing the bus. Xp

reach there ate settle down at coffee bean study.
studied for awhile then the guys reach. -.-
after they reach like never study already.
b'cos of something. ^^ i killed my craving! THANKS CH.(:
after yeehuay&munting left, we just went to slack. -.-
after that went home ^^

♥bye.

♥brenda; still dare say! when then free to come out!
Susanna;
^^ thanks.(:
Jiaxiangmian!;
haha, learnt how to tag le eh.(:



Date : Sunday, May 3, 2009
Time : 11:10 AM
Title : MYE, begins tomorrow.


tomorrow, Mid-Year Exams starts.

my world is going crazy.


Date : Saturday, May 2, 2009
Time : 7:08 PM
Title : i♥moto. more than i can say.


he's the reason why i got bitten. imoto.

today's a scary day, with so many things happening in the house.
woke up, blur blur. went to bathe walk out, everybody's crying. -.-
thanks to sister, it's about the same issue i was pissed about her.

wth, i regretted to see doc, and having that injection.
cause the spot that the doc injected still hurts now.
and it's swollen. then hand condition did not improve either.
so it's like no point after seeing the doc.
the infection is like spreading all over my hand. T.T
it's gone red, swollen. T.T
pictures of the bite.
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the one on the leg.
my hand. T.T
the purple thing is the medicine,my hand's like swollen you see.

LMAO. i almost forgotten this.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JEREMYYY!!!!


Date : Friday, May 1, 2009
Time : 11:50 PM
Title : studying at T3.(:


Today, went to study with the lovely peeps.
thou we spent most of our time looking for a spot but we did study!
so fun eh, everybody were seriously studying,
i was tutoring Ivan, seriously he is a good student eh.
if he could be just as good in class, he could have done well all the time.
we studied, cam-whore& gossiped.(erm who doesn't gossip?)
whatever we talk about, it always link back to one person. ain't it cute?
i dont really know the person, but she seems really detestable.
had so muchhh fun, thanks lovely peeps.

okay, my left hand is frigging swollen.
thanks to mama&papa dog.
they were fighting & i tired to stop.
then kena bitten by mama dog, on the left hand&right leg.
the one on the hand is really serious.
went to aunt's house warming, then the elders were like saying.
"it's very serious, go see doc go injection. later will die one."
i was like, i dont wanna go for injection. very pain one. T.T
in the end, mama couldn't take the nagging, she brought me to a 24hour clinic.
consulted the doc, doc was like saying quite serious have to go hospital?!
i was like wth? then the doc wrote a referral letter to the hospital for me & got the injection T.T it's like the first time i had injection at a clinic, not any school stuff.
then it cost like BOMB. mum was like nagging all the way. -.-
then now, the injection seems to be useless, the infection is spreading in my hand.
i cant hold things properly, it hurts. >.<

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