Date : Friday, November 27, 2009
Time : 10:52 PM
Title : take a breath.

Date : Tuesday, November 24, 2009
Time : 1:02 AM
Title : Kitty Lab!

Went to Kitty Lab!
ok, wasnt as enjoyable, cause didnt go with friends.
im like dam lazy to type any details.-.-
went there is just plainly simple games, but all not seen in any singapore arcade.
and, i've got the GOOD CITIZEN BADGE. by completing all the stations in 35mins.
Not much of an accomplishment anyway. lolol.

Labels: Your voice was all i had.

Date : Saturday, November 21, 2009
Time : 10:54 PM
Title : Dream on.

a wrong step in life, a regret forever.
im sad, im crying. i wanted that badly.
i still remember us discussing about it 2years back.
but im no longer in the plan.):

Date : Wednesday, November 18, 2009
Time : 4:52 PM
Title : Ugly truth.

Family gathering on the 14th got to know lots of ugly truth eh,
it's a fruitful gathering eh, hehe.
ton-ed the whole night, slept the whole day the next day.
got my baby moto back to Kallang Airport. ♥
was sick the whole day from then on.
Yesterday couldnt getting my memory card read by the Computer,
was dam it pekchek. so updating now. hehe.
Oh god, lucky's having a hard time now, help please.
i dont want any dead pups. ):


Expecting 18th nov & 25th nov! muahahhaa

Date : Thursday, November 12, 2009
Time : 12:12 AM
Title : i miss you.

i miss holding you i my arms,
i miss you waiting at the door step for me to reach home.
i miss the way you welcome me home,
i miss the way we played the staring game,
i miss the way you barked,
i miss you being so obedient when im around.
i miss your presence.):

Date : Wednesday, November 11, 2009
Time : 10:33 AM
Title : happy birthday Cassan(:

Yesterday went out to celebrate cassan's birthday,
but i left early eh. i lost ying's shirt, so sorry. ):

Su: haha, he just called not long ago. teehee:B
sharleen:haha, just nvr go lo.(:
Jinjie: hehe, baby!
JoceKristephor♥: love your's too.(:

Date : Tuesday, November 10, 2009
Time : 11:03 AM
Title : hehe

Teehee:B
omg, he dam it cute la, thou he's like really guailan to us students.
but then he's hard to resist eh. so cute la, plus chew tell me say he has a tattoo,i start to think more of him, ohhhhh. hehehe, im crazy i know. hah.
he call me just a few minutes ago, as i didnt go school. 0.o
if he'll call everyday, i'll dont go school everyday sia. hahaha.
lolol, i sound like some maniac. -.-
oh okay, i owe him 3 parents letter. shall slowly pass to him, teehee:B

Date : Monday, November 9, 2009
Time : 9:55 PM
Title : happy?

Im tired& unhappy.

Date : Sunday, November 8, 2009
Time : 6:07 PM
Title : Oh god, these things still happen!

Papa just told me about a story of his friend, after hearing the story, the Goosebumps just can’t go away, and it’s been like 1hour since he said the story.
The story goes like this,
his friend & the wife. let name them husband and wife.
Husband&wife went to Thailand as tourists,
so they went shopping, as they are shopping for clothes, the wife goes into the fitting room to try on the clothes, & then husband waits outside. After 20mins, the wife still haven comes out of the fitting room. The husband starts to get anxious and asks the sales girl to open the fitting room. When the husband kicked the door open, the wife is gone.
The husband reported to the police, & the investigation starts. First, the the police got CCTV out to check whether the wife left the fitting room within the time. But the CCTV shows the wife going in to the fitting room & the husband standing outside waiting all the way. After much investigation, the police assume the wife is missing& dead, and then sends the husband back to Singapore.
After the husband got back to Singapore, the relatives started gossiping about the husband selling the wife away, as they quarreled before going to Thailand. Insurance company assumed that the wife is dead, but the husband continued believing that his wife isn't dead until he sees the corpse. So the Insurance wasn't claimed. & the husband lived on that way.
After Five years, the husband's Sister-in-law lets name her aunt.
she went to Thailand to tour as well, & walked passed this really peculiar stall on the streets,
crippled beggars were locked up in cubicles separated by bamboo, labels saying that the beggars were so sick that their limbs have to be amputated & lost their ability to speak, & they are begging the tourists passer by to donate money so that their illness can be cured. The aunt went in seeing the beggars in that state, sympathized with them & donated a certain amount of money to one of a female beggar. When the female beggar looked at the aunt, she started struggling despite being in that uncomfortable&pathetic state. Aunt feels weird and thinks that why; the female beggar struggled when she looked at her. so aunt left the stall, after seeing such a weird thing, the female beggar despite not having limbs, used all her strength moved to the screen & bangs her head on the bamboo bars, to have the aunt's attention. Then aunt overheard the guard there saying:” tomorrow that woman cannot be here already". So the aunt starts to ponder why, the beggars are locked up? Why the women will have such a reaction?
So the aunt gave the guard money telling them to let her see the women. Seeing the money, the guards let her see the women. So the aunt started asking the women, “do you know me?" the women nods her head in tears, then ask her” do you have something to tell me?" she nodded. & aunt look at the women clearly, started to feel some familiarity to the women & called the husband saying:" hey I think I saw someone very alike to your wife, come over to Thailand now." The husband got the message, instructed the aunt to contact certain people & informed the police. The police came & protected the women not letting the guard to bring her away
The husband got to Thailand, went to meet up with the aunt upon seeing the women, he just went straight to see the women's chest. As the wife has a unique birth mark there, there's the mark! The husband berserk started beating everyone he sees in the stall. After much investigation&paper work, the wife was brought back to Singapore, without her limbs, voice.
Till today, she’s still eccentric, she sees no one except for her husband.

See, such things still happen today, in this society.
It’s super scary to me, but I don’t know how it is to you people.

Date : Friday, November 6, 2009
Time : 12:06 AM
Title : hello bitch.

i really hope that you read this, i swear.
dont think that you deleted me on facebook, then i cannot view you. haha you're so wrong.
lets see, shame? you say that it's a shame that i call you a friend.
hmms, lets see which is more shameful?
a bitch that goes around fucking guys after knowing him a few weeks, & she already has a boyfriend. when her friends knows that she's with the guy, she claims that she already broke off with the boyfriend. that is one.
secondly, not knowing the facts right & pushes the blame to a friend that she's the one that betrayed her. when her friend is experiencing blames from her mother&sister bout trusting the bitch.
the bitch claims that her friend betrayed her when her friend trusted her till the end, even when the lies were known at the end of the day. a birthday wish, was true from her friend, she claims that is being hypocritical. so what about the birthday wish the bitch gave to her friend? After giving her shits on her birthday, then she remembered that it's her birthday. Did her friend say anything? she didnt, she wanted to make things clear, but then bitch is just too obsessed by the fact that she has to get her boyfriend back to her even when her facade of lies is being seen by the boyfriend. the bitch cries at the boyfriend's door to get him back, but what? the boyfriend feels that it's too disgusting to have her back. though she pester him for weeks, but she counldnt have him back, so she turned back to the guy. which is a really stupid guy, after being cheated over and over again, he still went back to her.
SO WHICH IS MORE SHAMEFUL? the BITCH calling her friend a friend, or the friend calling the bitch a friend?



HAHA, even the stupid guy deleted us from facebook, it is super hilarious. dont want us to see the shame? haha

Date : Thursday, November 5, 2009
Time : 11:14 AM
Title : hellloooo.

gna keep memories in this blog, so i gna try my best to type more.
this few days i have been thinking alot, so much that i cant count.
im starting to think about, what are desires?
am i gonna live on with desires as a motivation?
i dont know, from what i know up till now, i have been living for my desires,
wanting him, studying for better grades than others, following the fashion, buying new phones.
all these are all desires, i keep trying to reach out what i cant get,
at the end of the day, im just a loser to such desires,
i couldn't get contented with what i have, i got this, i will want that too.
it's like i dont know how to control what i want,
started to agree with"human beings are selfish & greedy creatures"
i just cant stop wanting things, i just want almost everything to myself,
getting jealous of people that have the things i cant have, what's going on.
why cant i be contented with what i have? i already have more than some has.

Date : Wednesday, November 4, 2009
Time : 6:50 PM
Title : life?

tired,

Date : Sunday, November 1, 2009
Time : 11:25 PM
Title : going crazy.

life has been boring, my mind kept running wild.
the thoughts&emotions that had been kept inside for very long just came out, by it's own will.
im going crazy with all those thoughts.
why dont i have the courage to tell him, why?
all im doing now is read his emo post on his status on facebook.
read his sad pm. but, what can i do, im not his her. all he wants is her.
so there's nothing i can do eh. all i can do is stand by and watch.
thou it hurts watching him being like that. it hurts alot, want to talk to him, but i dont want him to think that im irritating. all i can do is watch.
now listening to his favorite songs, all i can do is think of him.
i cant do anything, not a little bit.