Date : Wednesday, July 15, 2009
Time : 1:19 AM
Title : Tragic

i lost my wallet with all the important things inside.
fuck la, what's wrong with the world.
i kept losing thing without knowing.
my schoolmates, were always there to comforting me,
i think that is the only thing that made me feel better.
everything that's inside me is falling apart,
i cant say out, i dont know why.
it's only a feeling.
went to find the counselor today,
had so much to say, but in the end, it couldnt be expressed out.
now everything is stuffed inside my heart. i have no idea why.
everything on the outside seems so well, but then on the inside,
im dying soon, im having weird visualization in my mind of me jumping off.
my mind is full of pessimistic thoughts,
you guys might not see me for long.