Date : Friday, July 31, 2009
Time : 7:57 AM
Title : last night.

first time riding a bike.
it's friggin fun la, but wasn't exciting,
the guy didnt dare to PLAY. T.T

didnt attend school due to the first day cramps.
sighs, 3 days alr, nvr go school.

Date : Thursday, July 30, 2009
Time : 5:24 PM
Title : wanted it badly.

helloo.
accompanied ying to peninsular for her tattoo with nic&kify.
for that picture, i know im frigging short compared to nic,
& i look somehow macho. -.-
i wanted to have one yesterday, due to somebody around,
it's wasn't possible.
i really want onee.

today, school.
sucked like one kind can.
thanks to madam kaur,
spoiled my day.
im gonna serve detention that's it.
went to Plaza sing just to eat KFC today,
sighs, bandito is sucha disappointment,
spent my precious time&money eating that.
walked all over PS, then headed home.
hahha, home sweet home.

&Im feeling empty, as im out of it.

Date : Monday, July 27, 2009
Time : 12:40 PM
Title : Super high.

these two days, kept staying out late.
no energy to wake up in the morning, woke up at 9.30 today.
sorry lovely & tingting, despite you girl asking me to go school,
i failed to go. SORRY.

the day before yesterday,
mahjong-ed till early morning.
yesterday, stayed out till late,
slept at 2 i think. so, i woke up late.
& i wasn't myself for that 2 days,
due to embarrassing things happened.

then now im in the anime craz state again.
the story is so close to mine, made me feel so emotional eh.
but they ended up together, mine is not getting any where.

MICHEAL JACKSON PERFORMANCE.
Sharing with you guys, i love this performance of his.(:
i watched this from my father's micheal jackson collection,
just liked this performance the most.(:
sighs, people with a glamorous life, wont live long.
while watching, it's suddenly struck me, he's like this once,
now, he's dead. the feeling is like BOMB.
sighs, nevermind me just watch.
ENJOY!(:

Date : Friday, July 24, 2009
Time : 11:02 PM
Title : imagination running wild.

kify's sucha meanie, i swear.
she's like putting scary images of a lady standing outside of my window, in my mind.
im like freaking out.
cos' my computer is right infront of a window.
wthwthwth,

Date : Tuesday, July 21, 2009
Time : 11:48 AM
Title : ying and me, me and ying ♥

helloooo,
hahha, im at ying's place.
she's frigging going out soon,& im going home to be ahsam again. T.T
never go school. i didnt sleep the whole night, so decided not to go school. ^^
there's dental appointment tmr, so must keep cleaning my teeth. -.-

Date : Thursday, July 16, 2009
Time : 11:48 PM
Title : i want a change.

talked to the counselor today,
i didnt feel better, i dont know why,
im no longer feeling happy,
my smiles are starting to be fake ones.
i can feel that in me.
seriously i hate this feeling. i want the feeling to go away.
it's killing me already,
i use to cry with all these things,
but now, i cant. i made promise to myself.
i cant break it.

Date : Wednesday, July 15, 2009
Time : 8:49 PM
Title : what a day.

Date :
Time : 1:19 AM
Title : Tragic

i lost my wallet with all the important things inside.
fuck la, what's wrong with the world.
i kept losing thing without knowing.
my schoolmates, were always there to comforting me,
i think that is the only thing that made me feel better.
everything that's inside me is falling apart,
i cant say out, i dont know why.
it's only a feeling.
went to find the counselor today,
had so much to say, but in the end, it couldnt be expressed out.
now everything is stuffed inside my heart. i have no idea why.
everything on the outside seems so well, but then on the inside,
im dying soon, im having weird visualization in my mind of me jumping off.
my mind is full of pessimistic thoughts,
you guys might not see me for long.

Date : Sunday, July 12, 2009
Time : 11:23 PM
Title : 他不爱我

Date :
Time : 8:35 PM
Title : baby, i love you. im waiting for you.

too lazy to do anything.
lazy to work, study& every little thing.
i think i still like him,im just waiting for his call again.
lolol. i sound like weirdo.

i kept shopping the last 2 days,
my legs are aching like wth.
ate so much yesterday, i can still feel the bloat.
aunt bought me new shirt, gave me new bag.(:
hehehe,

& ya, suddenly thought of sec3 camp.
it's postponed due to influenza A, WTF!
i wanted the camp so much,
hearing from ong, it's been postponed to after the year end exam.
that is like so dam frigging late la!
wth, is wrong with the world?!

Date : Saturday, July 11, 2009
Time : 2:54 PM
Title : *laughs*

currently at my aunt's house using computer(:
yesterday somehow ton-d with kify,ying&jean.
kify's questions for truth is like frigging scary ehhhh.
hahah, sucha fun night.
&past just makes people wanna cry.

♥Reply of tags:
Jeann:Whatever lo.
♥Yingying: haha, ya lo. i was
laughing like one kind when i saw that picture. there's another one more funny one. i post later he paiseh.
Yeehuay♥: UPDATED,LOVELY. C:

Date : Tuesday, July 7, 2009
Time : 7:18 PM
Title : ♥♥♥♥♥♥

nthg much to say, caught drag me to hell with yawhui.
missed him soooo muchhh,
he's going in to army so met him up.(:

♥Reply of tags:
Vanny: relinked.(:
yingying♥: lolol, at school still can browse bloggg. tsktsk. haha that pic, you also put on your blog before. haha, im putting up alr!
yanye: haha, linked ya.(:
munting:replied.
Steffi: ^^
♥agnes:hello agnes :D

Date : Monday, July 6, 2009
Time : 10:10 AM
Title : youth day.

happy birthday to dexter poh wee keong.(:
haha, i still remember his birthday.

Date : Thursday, July 2, 2009
Time : 3:14 PM
Title : true colours.

there's like nothing to blog these days.
sighs, just only this week, i didnt go school for 2 days.
the bad habit is coming back to me.

life's pretty bad for me these days.
plus the most hated period,
it's killing me with all the cramps & aches.