Date : Wednesday, June 17, 2009
Time : 5:44 AM
Title : learning not to be scared.

hello,
im like updating early in the morning. -.-
only slept for like 3hours. T.T
was worrying about being late for work.
how bad can it go seh.

yesterday, went all the way to queenstown for visiting,
it's like a frigging longgg MRT trip.
from kallang all the way to queenstown.
then after reaching the place mama&i were suppose to visit,
headed to jurong to shop.
but when we've reached there, the frigging shopping center is under reconstruction.
it's like, wth.
then no choice walked around the neighborhood shops.-.-
after that went back to meet grandma for high tea,
went to the hawker near by, guess what.
only one frigging stall is opened. i was like =.=
but then nevermind, as long as there's food.(:

went home after that,
then kify came over with yumi as usual.
around 8pm, went down to walk the dogs & smoke break@LDF.
that place is spooky as usual, but then it has nice winds & all.
we were sitting there for a while, talking away.
all of a sudden,
kify was like carrying yumi, "can we go?" she said.
i knew something was wrong i pulled moto& carried paddington.
went off running. after leaving there, kify was like saying,
she saw someone running from the deaf association towards us,
standing behind jean, i freaked out seh. was like running home praying.
mentioning it now, gives me the goosebumps.
but kify says i cannot be scared, they will come to the people that are scared.
so, i must learn to be strong.
& i also must learn to not disturb mummy anymore,
it's will make me unclean, learn to not say vulgarities&smoke.
i must kick all these habits. i MUST.

GAMBATEH SUYI!!!
i have work @ 9 have to leave home by 8.
i still have time, i think.^^
SAYO!